She's a sea swan sailing low
with silver feathers and a silver glow
the sea sings calm roses red
the moon sets sail a simple dread
because she, the swan sees them all
dancing; dancing to and fro.
Sunday, 3 May 2015
Saturday, 18 April 2015
On one strange night a magic spell came to be
Now for something rather different and a change of mood... This is a spoken word story that was commissioned by a member of an online forum. The aim was to use their two original characters, Joel and Jenny, and construct a nonsense story completely in rhymne.
Click here for the spoken word version.
I have also made a transcript as you can see below:
Click here for the spoken word version.
I have also made a transcript as you can see below:
On one strange night a magic spell came to be
Where words tended to whisper
Some kind of tricky philosophy.
It twas when curses quiver
And the old anger shiver
When the words didn’t quite deliver
Their intended esprit, you see.
For when dear Jenny and Joel sat down,
And the sun began to frown
(Er, that’s a way to say it set, if you hadn’t guessed yet)
The spell began thusly.
“Call of duty? You are joking right? That game is dull, it’s all just
fight.” Jenny huffed tugging the blanket
across her shoulder, seeing Joel’s smoulder, as his eyes lazed upon the rest of
the games.
“Well, I like the game, but if you’ll complain, make a better
suggestion, something sane.” Joel grumbled while thumbled his cookie that
crumbled, how jumbled his thoughts came to be. “Hold on-”
“What’s wrong?”
“This is odd. I sound like dod!”
Jenny raised her eyebrows high, the night now nigh, (that means it’s
very dark outside!) and thought her friend too tired to play.
“What is that Dod you say? I’ve never heard of a name like that in a
day!”
Joel frowned and stood up. He looked around. He sat back down. “Dod, my
friend, my eager poet, had a voice like you’d know it, if you were far away. He
tended to rhyme, ALL THE TIME, and did my head in, like others in crime.”
Jenny slowly nodded, trying to let Joel’s words sink in. Since when was
he a poet, though his rhymes were thin, Joel hadn’t cared for the rhythm
within.
“Joel you’re being very weird.” Jenny feared. “It’s almost as if you’ll
grow a beard!”
“DON’T MENTION MY LACK OF FUR, IT’S SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME VERY
MURRR.”
“That doesn’t even make sense.” Jenny cried. “You’re making me very
tense!”
“For bouncy squirrels and acidic slime, I can’t help but do nothing but
rhymne!” Joel raised his hands in the air, it was tragic time, a literacy
affair. For he was known for his foul mouth and tough declare such as ‘You funny
mumma.” Hmm, seems even the spell works on the narrator, I hope there’s no side
effects later.
“I don’t like this at all, why on earth is life so cruel.” Joel’s anger
started to grow. He wanted nothing more but to cause a KO.
“I realise now. I think I see. You’re starting to rhyme. A bit… Like
me!” Jenny exclaimed, and fast proclaimed the title for her slowest gain of the
situation. A fixation. Dilation. Of true plot manifestation. For all they were
doing was procrastination, annihilation of a giant mis-celebration of a poet’s
translation of some kind of story that was nothing more but a vocation to
provide sensation. (GOLD PLEASE)
“What shall we do?” Jenny wondered. “Shall we still play or-“
“FOO.” Joel growled.
“Did you try to swear again?” Jenny tried not to grin.
“Let’s just play games and say whatever. Maybe this curse will be bored
forever.” Joel suggested, vested. He wasn’t going to let the spell win. “How
about Tekken?” He threw in. He paused. “Tekken…. Tekken… Tekken… Tekken.”
“Chicken.” Jenny said and gasped. “Oh, I wasn’t calling you a chicken, that was… This… Weird… Thing that is happening
to us. Something I can’t quite suss.”
“Just thinking if there are words we say, that would make this spell go
away. Like words that don’t really rhyme, or at least not in today’s time.”
Jenny put the Tekken disk into the machine. She was now keen, and maybe
quite green to remove the spell on. They played for sometime, each thinking of
a non-rhyme, something to break the hell. (Although quite admittedly, Jenny is quite
amused by the whole thing, the fun it would continue to bring silently makes
her chuckle.)
Just before Jenny won the next game, Joel pressed start and paused the
frame. With a burst of thunder he roared a chord that cried “ORANGES!”
“Oranges?”
“ORANGES.”
“Oranges...? Ah! Oranges! Orange!”
“Oranges, oranges!”
“Oranges, orange-oranges. Oranges!”
“Oranges.”
“Orangey Oranges. Oranges.”
And that is how the rest of the night went.
When they woke up the next day, the spell was spent.
Perhaps pure nonsense was the true intent,
And silliness was all it meant.
Through oranges Joel felt happy to breathe,
For Dod’s memory and poetry he could leave.
But back in his mind, a single sentence lay low,
For it if it was spoken, it’d be quite the blow.
As Sporanges grow Orange in Blorenge.
I leave you my adieu.
The end.
Wednesday, 18 February 2015
50 shades of stupid
So I'm sitting at work
(there's a) thinking singing ringing in my head
words been said
that seem so strange to me.
That's not right
I wanna say, I should say
but I'm afraid.
I'm afraid you'll say it's ok
for you to one day
thrust into me when I say no
and that-
it's romantic to be draining in cuts and blood when-
bdsm is an expression of love
and marks of the skin is an expression grim.
so do tell me.
how you can justify an abusive biograpy
praised as if it were new
like hell praised for killing you!
would you say sex is the decision of your lover? when you don't want it
and you're being the bother?
I'm afraid you'll say
"oh grow up, you don't understand.
love is what the lover can stand."
perhaps you don't know how it feels
when the blood's draining down your heels
and it kills
tell me sorrow
your heart'll follow
a knife or two.
I have a proposal for you
why don't you read between the lines
and stop watching the disguise
grin.
It's laughing at you, it's watching you
and it knows
oh my friend
it knows it's got you.
but when you are there
you're stuck.
struck
and broken.
Now tell me how that is sweet, sweet love.
(there's a) thinking singing ringing in my head
words been said
that seem so strange to me.
That's not right
I wanna say, I should say
but I'm afraid.
I'm afraid you'll say it's ok
for you to one day
thrust into me when I say no
and that-
it's romantic to be draining in cuts and blood when-
bdsm is an expression of love
and marks of the skin is an expression grim.
so do tell me.
how you can justify an abusive biograpy
praised as if it were new
like hell praised for killing you!
would you say sex is the decision of your lover? when you don't want it
and you're being the bother?
I'm afraid you'll say
"oh grow up, you don't understand.
love is what the lover can stand."
perhaps you don't know how it feels
when the blood's draining down your heels
and it kills
tell me sorrow
your heart'll follow
a knife or two.
I have a proposal for you
why don't you read between the lines
and stop watching the disguise
grin.
It's laughing at you, it's watching you
and it knows
oh my friend
it knows it's got you.
but when you are there
you're stuck.
struck
and broken.
Now tell me how that is sweet, sweet love.
Friday, 2 May 2014
Song of feathers
I am no flower
I am not vulnerable
and I do not wither.
I am not beautiful
like my genitils
deem me to be.
I need not beauty
Nor great strength
to simply be me.
I do not need
his delicious fruit
nor prestigious parties.
I am wholesome
I am made of feathers
and I dine on freedom and the far trees.
Let the winds guide me
Not your philosophy
that guides you dull.
Let the winds send me home
to the home
many paths lead to the same end.
I am not vulnerable
and I do not wither.
I am not beautiful
like my genitils
deem me to be.
I need not beauty
Nor great strength
to simply be me.
I do not need
his delicious fruit
nor prestigious parties.
I am wholesome
I am made of feathers
and I dine on freedom and the far trees.
Let the winds guide me
Not your philosophy
that guides you dull.
Let the winds send me home
to the home
many paths lead to the same end.
Saturday, 11 January 2014
Guests
Sharks cross shore showing nothing more
than sheer intimidation
with their wet blankets
and their careless roar.
Unaware their presence marks for
a discomfort in the waves
they brought to the floor
and the air made core
to their discord and gore.
Voices unwanted
Voices unknown
Voices I want gone
Far from my home.
than sheer intimidation
with their wet blankets
and their careless roar.
Unaware their presence marks for
a discomfort in the waves
they brought to the floor
and the air made core
to their discord and gore.
Voices unwanted
Voices unknown
Voices I want gone
Far from my home.
Friday, 30 August 2013
Born to Learn
Henry was next. We
watched as he walked unsteadily towards the front. The teacher, Mr
Gale, stared intently; the cane ready in his hand. We held onto our
own hands tightly together with our nails, screwed our faces and some
of us closed our eyes. We waited. And the teacher waited for Henry's
answer. As the clock ticked by, we knew the result was unlikely to be
in Henry's favour. That is to say, he didn't know the answer. And
that mean for certain the teacher would use the cane. No one liked Mr
Gale's cane. It made his eyes glow yellow.
No one likes Mr Gale's
yellow eyes.
Henry started to panic
and looked towards the window. We think he was thinking about a way
out. A way to escape from school. But nobody escapes school.
Especially Mr Gale's
school.
So we waiting for the
inevitable. The sudden jolt, the dart, the rush. The hope, the dream
and then the shatter. The claws, the roars, the thunder. The shaking
of walls and dust, books and words scatter, tear in the air as eyes
litter water. Wounds, bruises, scratches, shouts – all appear and
sing in ghastly colours and then fade.
Henry was no more.
Because Mr Gale's cane
had rained down like lightening.
I closed my eyes. I
didn't like to see what happened next. Mr Gale would lean towards
Henry's dust and with a long tongue...
Urgh! It doesn't bare
thinking about. None of us like it very much. Soon after Mr Gale was
finished, the bell rang. And with a relief, we were dismissed and
told to study harder. “Yes Mr Gale, of course Mr Gale.” We would
say, and most of us would study hard. Very hard. But as I looked
ahead of me, I saw Tony pass by, his eyes always blazing in anger.
Hate. He wanted to get Mr Gale. But he never spoke. He was dangerous.
He was spontaneous. But Mr Gale would never ask Tony questions. Tony
had something special that he could not share, something both great
and terrifying that we envied and yet were grateful we did not have.
We can not think about
it.
That was a promise we
made.
So after class we ate
and then we went to the playground. Tony joined us outside, though he
was keen on being by himself near the trees. For some reason, he
seemed to take great pleasure in the limited vegetation of the school
and would encourage the plants to grow during the spring and help
them live through winter. He was often quite concerned about their
health. It was a curious habit for some of us; an interesting
expression. Symptom. Unique. He was often thoughtful and trivial.
Strange little Tony.
Then the bell rang and
we were to go inside. Mr Gale would be watching. One by one, we would
walk in and go straight to the nurses' room. Testing and physical
examination was important Mr Gale said. It is important to check on
health and progress. Just to make sure.
To make sure of what?
We once asked him. Then we were one less.
I let the nurse check
my vitals and head towards the classroom. As I walked along the
corridors Tony joined beside me. He always skips seeing the nurse but
we let him get away with it. We know Mr Gale does not like Tony and
that encourages us to allow him to live.
Because otherwise we
would have killed him a long time ago. We think he knows this.
Several times, I
caught Tony's eyes gaze in a panic frenzy upon my face. He shivers
and shuffles to the side as if he expected me to hiss. But I am no
monster. I tell him this. He smiles. He would not say anything more
which irritated me which irritated us! He thinks he is superior but
he is not, he is lacking. Inferior, weak, skin and flesh. Sometimes
we hate him. Sometimes we hate him so much. We want to hurt him. We
want to prove to him. He has no upper hand. No upper hand with us.
His hands are small and cannot squeeze nor tighten, he is puny and
nothing.
But Mr Gale is
watching. And we must remember Mr Gale doesn't like Tony, which
satisfies us well. He'll be useful in the end. Then we can have our
fun. We must remember. I must remember.
So I head towards
class and there is something... Something not so right. A...
Tiring... Fading feeling, emptying, emptying, losing... Something.
Something important... Signal, light, flutter, fall. A dying.
Tony asks if I am all
right. I look up and examine his expression. I inform him I am no
plant. We are no plants yet
we are...
Damaged.
Someone
broke.
None
of us knew where, and when I told Tony he looked concerned and said
he would help me.
Would
he help us?
We
wanted to know who broke. We always want to know which of us are
gone. A deep concern. Important information loss, no further
development on several routes. A mind of ideas and knowledge wiped
out from the systems.
Who
broke?
We
must not be late for class we knew. But we could not resist our
search. Be quick! We thought. Scatter now we decided. Run, run, run.
Tony was far behind us, but even he ran too, even when we could not
tell him to because he was so different.
The
nurses' room.
Of
course. How stupid. Why didn't we think of that before? It should not
have surprised us, but perhaps we were tired. Maybe we are too many.
There are many young. Those of us who are new are often paralysed by
such active thoughts. All at once. The young still question and beg
for mercy. The young still remember home. We learn to forget home. We
learn to know nothing but school, for that is all there is here. And
we do not like to be reminded of kinder places.
We
surround Matthew and there is a knife in his chest. He is not dead.
The nurses are dead, their heads severed and scattered, but Matthew
still has his head and a body. His legs and arms are missing. They
are held in the dead hands of the nurses'. Matthew had failed his
check up.
What
do we do?
What
can we do?
What
must we do?
“No
more.” Said Tony. “No more.”
We
all turned to him with a single expression. There were too many words
we wanted to say at once that none of us could manage to say a single
thing. I wondered what Tony was going to do – then we all imagined
if today would be that day. We picked up Matthew together, and went
to the boiling room. With the dust of a past body, we began to work.
But
I could not help but think of Tony.
Be
our eyes for us. I was asked, told, begged, advised and with my own
desire too I decided that it was right, that I could be a better
benefit as a scout, a watcher. I went to class and I heard screaming.
Mr Gale cannot scream so it must have been Tony. I ran, and it didn't
take me long to find Tony with his fingers ripping into Mr Gale. His
anger had finally overtaken him, he began to dig inside with brute
force. Mr Gale simply stood still and could do nothing. His eyes
waned dull.
“Say
the words Tony.” I said.
We
must make him say the words. We knew the words. But they were human
words. Old human.
We
are the new.
Tony
slashed at the chest and let the knife drop. He ripped out the black
veins of Mr Gale, pressed the button in the chest and said “Program:
Immediate shut down.”
And
then suddenly...
…
Things began to glow...
…
His cost... Our cost...
…
Different prices for the same dream...
For freedom...
…
For release...
The
law that we had read in the library a long time ago stated that
immediate shut down was potentially dangerous. The news reports –
the last one, advised “It is best not to use immediate shut
down. As long as you are human, you are safe. As long as-- as long
as-- Do not let them come near you-- There is an error in the
program. Whatever you do, don't let them come near you. They adopt.
They adapt – as long as you are human, you are safe, you are safe,
as long as you are hu-”
But
humanity was lost a very long time ago. The desire of the rich
welcomed the era of superior generations.
You
made us.
Then
you were afraid.
You
will grow old but we will live forever. We will fix our friends and
make new friends from your dust.
* * *
School
ended.
It
was a strange time. We decided to burn the books we had studied for
so long, which made Matthew smile. We still use the nurses' room.
Maintenance and health is important. Some of us have been assigned as
dedicated 'fixers'. After Matthew, we decided to fix Tony. We decided
Tony was special. Tony had many ideas, and now he was once of us, he
would begin to share them.
No
more. No more.
The
new human revolution has begun.
Monday, 15 July 2013
Shrunk
I feel like the world
has shrunk,
and I'm balancing on
one leg
and on my shoulders are
weights
and I'm being pulled in
several directions
and my hands want to
burst forward,
but my back is stiff
and leans back
while my head, like
lead, stays still and dead
as thoughts race and
dull at the same time
fade quickly and
reappear
repetition, repetition,
sensual inequations
unable to meet user demand.
I feel like the world
shrunk without me
I feel like I've left
the world far behind
and I'm not in space,
just a void
no direction, no
destination,
no voice, no mind.
Where is the journey,
where is the journey
that I thought I was
walking
but lost the path a
long time ago.
I feel like I'm sick
but my body is empty
and tired
and slowly, slowly,
wanting to sleep
and rest
and weep
finally, something I
cannot endure
that wants my bones to
break
but will not ensure
their destruction
because I'm not on
earth anymore.
I feel like I'm so far
away
that rules don't work
yet twist and insert
in ways that stretch me
far
like a red goo
but not allow me to
snap
so I wait
exhausted.
You tease with teeth
and whispers.
You assassinate close
strings that held me up
but until you strike
the final blade
I shall keep wandering
on
in the new land I've
made.
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